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!Read Book ë Lover Awakened Í In the shadows of the night in Caldwell, New York, there s a deadly war raging between vampires and their slayers And there exists a secret band of brothers like no other six vampire warriors, defenders of their race Of these, Zsadist is the most terrifying member of the Black Dagger BrotherhoodA former blood slave, the vampire Zsadist still bears the scars from a past filled with suffering and humiliation Renowned for his unquenchable fury and sinister deeds, he is a savage feared by humans and vampires alike Anger is his only companion, and terror is his only passion until he rescues a beautiful aristocrat from the evil Lessening SocietyBella is instantly entranced by the seething power Zsadist possesses But even as their desire for one another begins to overtake them both, Zsadist s thirst for vengeance against Bella s tormentors drives him to the brink of madness Now, Bella must help her lover overcome the wounds of his tortured past, and find a future with her Plot 5 starsCharacters 5 starsWriting 5 starsSexiness 4 starsEnding 5 starsOverall 4.8 starsI ve fallen in love with Zsadist 5 Fuck I love Z Stars II can t get clean I don t want you to get dirty, too He lifted his wrist and blood oozed down from his forearm See Look at the dirt It s all over me Inside of me ZSpoilersFirst read 2014 Reread 3 26 2017 When I was She cleared her throat When I was in that hole in the ground, I thought of you I wanted you to come for me I knew you could get me out His brows went down even though his lids were lowered I thought of you, too You did His chin 5 Fuck I love Z Stars II can t get clean I don t want you to get dirty, too He lifted his wrist and blood oozed down from his forearm See Look at the dirt It s all over me Inside of me ZSpoilersFirst read 2014 Reread 3 26 2017 When I was She cleared her throat When I was in that hole in the ground, I thought of you I wanted you to come for me I knew you could get me out His brows went down even though his lids were lowered I thought of you, too You did His chin moved up and down, and still she said, Really Yeah Some days you were all I could think of Bella and ZOMG OMG OMG Can I please give this bookthan 5 stars I just want to say that Lover Awakened is one of my top 5 favorite books of all times I can t get enough It s one of those books you read straight through and then when you finish it you wish you could delete it from your head so you can enjoy discovering it all over again I loved Z so much And as much as I loved Z I loved Bella too I don t know how J.R Ward does it but she somehow writes these books that bring to life this exciting, dark, and sexy world filled with heroes that I fall madly in love with When you pick up one of the books in this series it looks like a normal book but when you open and read it it wraps around your heart and lives in your mind long after you finish it This series is just amazing and this book is my favorite of the series If you don t want to be with me, fine Just say so But don t hide behind wanting to protect me You think I don t know the sex would be rough with you Is that why you want it he asked in a dead voice You think you only deserve to be hurt now, after the lesser She frowned Not at all But if that s the only way I can have you, then that s how I ll take you He ran his hand back and forth over his skull trim, hoping the friction might get his brain to work I think you re confused He looked down at the floor You have no idea what you re saying right now You arrogant bastard, she snapped Z s head shot up Well, that was slap in the ass number two Excuse me Do us both a favor and don t try to think for me, okay Because you re going to get it wrong every damn time Bella and Z He wanted to see her eat After the sex, after he came inside of her, he wanted to have her eat food he d brought her, and he wanted her to take the stuff from his hand Hell, he wanted to go out and kill something for her, bring the meat back, cook it himself, and feed her until she was full Then he wanted to lie beside her with a dagger in his hand, protecting her as she slept ZMy God I ached for Z Zsadist was so tortured, scarred, totally badass, and sexy as hell The first time I read this book Z crawled into my heart and he has lived there ever since He was just such an amazing and deep hero Something that really made me mad in this book and the two books before this one was the way everyone treated Z All the Brothers including Z s own twin Phury acted like he was a ruined, nonredeemable, crazy, evil, pos Everyone always jumped to bad conclusions about him and no one really cared for him I don t feel Phury really loved him To Phury Z was just a burden It pissed me off so bad the way Phury especially treated him Z was so left out and all alone All the flash backs into Z s past and reading how he felt about himself damn but my heart just bled for him I loved Bella because she was strong, brave, loyal, sassy, and she fought for her man She went through six weeks of hell at the hands of the Lesser David but he didn t break her I would have loved her alone just for the way she loved Z She seen his worth and beauty when everyone else treated him like he was a wild animal I mean, why Of all the males you could have, why me I want you She put her hand on his chest It s a natural, normal response to the opposite sex, isn t it I m not normal I know But you re not dirty or contaminated or unworthy Z and Bella Oh, God Zsadist, I love you His eyes flared so wide, his brows nearly hit his hairline What I love you Say that again I love you Again please, he whispered I need to hear it again I love you Bella and ZTogether Bella and Z had a beautiful and emotional love story I loved the way Bella needed only Z He was her rock, her safety, and her hero And Bella showed Z that he wasn t dirty or ugly but strong, sexy, and an male of worth Their love story is why I read romance novels The powerful connections I feel for them The way their story makes me feel when I read it Like they are real The happiness their book brings me is why I enjoy reading so much My God I melted when Z and Bella made love Z discovering the beauty of love making after what he had been through was so moving They are one of my top 5 favorite couples ever Though this is Bella and Z s book there was so much going on in this book Especially with John, Tohr, and Wellsie I enjoyed all the stuff about John adjusting to his new life, finding out his bloodline, and bonding with Z But OMFG when view spoiler Wellsie died I cried Tohr losing his shit over her death and then disappearing was just so damn heartbreaking OMG hide spoiler I was all over the place in this book But my main feels was love Love for Z, love for Bella, love for their relationship, love for John, love for Butch just lots of love I will say that I wish there was less Lesser time in this book I didn t wanna spend that much time reading about the bad guys I wantedtime with Z and Bella The End of the book was total icing on my cake I swooned over the epilogue This book is love story perfection I was dead until you found me, though I breathed I was sightless, though I could see And then you came and I was awakened Z I was dead until you found me, though I breathed I was sightless, though I could see And then you came and I was awakenedBeautiful.Don t know whatto say about this book Amazing and beautiful and those 5 stars don t do it justice.Z is definitely my favorite BDB Brother My dear friend Karla and I went on this emotional roller coaster of a ride together It was so much fun and I enjoyed every minute Her unique way with words and her humor kept me in stitches Thank you sweet Karla for reading this with me and to all our friends for their encouragement along the way WhewWhat a story There is no way I can do a review and do justice to this book Zsadist s story was everything andthat I was told I have fallen hard for another one of JRW s brothers My dear friend Karla and I went on this emotional roller coaster of a ride together It was so much fun and I enjoyed every minute Her unique way with words and her humor kept me in stitches Thank you sweet Karla for reading this with me and to all our friends for their encouragement along the way WhewWhat a story There is no way I can do a review and do justice to this book Zsadist s story was everything andthat I was told I have fallen hard for another one of JRW s brothers Below are just a few of my thoughts feelings.Zsadist is without a doubt one of the most tortured heroes I ve read He broke me My heart shattered His deep feelings of unworth tore me to shreds His self loathing is palpable and the intense anguish he endures each day left me in pain His intense self hatred at times was difficult to read As the author reveals his past in small portions, my heart achedAnd when all was told, a nursery rhyme came to mind, Humpty Dumptyall shattered to pieces never to be put together again No, I promise I didn t relate this warrior with the fat egg, only the results of their fall I soon learned the horrifying scar he wears on his face is nothing compared to his inner anguish Ruined, not broken Heartbreaking words issued as a warning to the heroine, Bella, to stay clear of this brother And what a heroine Bella is so easy to love and I admired her inner strength and her determination Portions of their story are absolutely sizzling hot and heart wrenching It had me crying, laughing, cursing, holding my breath in fear, gasping in awe, and at times, fighting mad But Oh my, what a love story Intense, hot, emotional, tender unfortunately, their love is fraught by Z s demons In addition to Zsadist and Bella s story, this book is slam full to the brim There is a heart breaking scene that had me in tears, and I mean crying heartbroken tears I was even mad at the author I also learned how much one can hate a lesser I wanted to pouf him out of their world myself And OMGosh, the love I have for Phury, who is Zsadist s twin brother The sacrifices he made is a beautiful thing and there is one particular scene that I nearly cried buckets And what s up with V and Butch and view spoiler that drink hide spoiler I must read Butch s story next And last but in no way least, there is a scene that had me gulping in total, shocked, didn t see that coming surprise While this was an amazing, intense and emotional read, and one that I loved, I neededZsadist and Bella alone time I felt there just wasn t enough intimacy given to this couple, especially toward the end Also, while I loved the epilogue, I wished for.Thanks again sweet Karla It was so much fun sharing our thoughts and feelings along the way Hugs A great big thank you to my dear friends Dhes, Dorsey, Jaynie and Dee who encouraged me to start this series I am totally hooked and off to Butch s story One of my fav pics of Zsadist and Bella view spoiler hide spoiler